Episode 08Season 2Aired: 2020-08-26

The Value of Life

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In Subaru time, three days have passed while he was imprisoned, so it's basically about the same amount of time that's passed as in the first run. The situation should be that Emilia has challenged the "Trial" in order to search for the missing Subaru, and Garfiel is supposed to be in front of the tomb accompanying her and keeping watch.

If there's a chance the mansion is in serious trouble, he wants to go back with fighting strength. Subaru knows it's about time for Elsa and the others to attack the mansion, so that's why he's making that call. Last time, Ram tried to abandon Rem, so Subaru was also torn over whether he should take Ram with him.

Ram and Otto stepping up to stand in front of Subaru shows the difference in learning when that proverb didn't work. Also, the Hoshin in "Hoshin's Setting Banana Sun" is the famous figure known as "Hoshin of the Wasteland," and the royal selection candidate Anastasia took her family name from that great person.

Right after "Return by Death," Subaru was violently slamming his head against the ground, asking "Why?" because being eaten alive had driven him into a complete mental frenzy. To die by being eaten is just that horrific. At least for the author, the scariest way to die is "being eaten by small creatures."

The condition for being invited to Echidna's tea party was to ask "why?" intensely. The second time requires an even stronger question than the first, but this time—including the horrible way he died—he has reached the necessary threshold of "why?"

By the way, some people sometimes think that if Subaru reveals "Return by Death" and crushes the other person's heart, it would be an instant-kill move, but if you consider whether it would really defeat the other person, or whether the penalty might instead target someone precious to him, there's no way Subaru could bring himself to test that.

Once he confesses "Return by Death" and sees that it doesn't bring about anything, it spills out of Subaru as if a stopper has been cut loose. Kobayashi-san's performance here, with Subaru confessing the thing he could never tell anyone, is wonderful.

Considering how horrific what happened was, the impression may feel completely different, but you could also call this an ending a lot like episode 15 of season one. It's just that one ends with hope and despair, and the way they close is the opposite.

Last time it was Otto, this time it's Echidna. Arc 4, of course, is too difficult for Subaru to break through on his own, so the only way forward is for him to be saved in body and heart by the people around him while inching ahead one step at a time. That said, what he gained this time is something enormous for Subaru.

One of the biggest points of Natsuki Subaru's suffering has always been that he walks the lonely road of "Return by Death," but just having someone there who knows about it is such a tremendous relief. That aspect of Subaru's feelings was overflowing in "I've been returning by death...!" Wonderful.

So with that, thank you again this week! That was a horrific way to die, but in Re:Zero there really aren't many deaths even worse than that! So rest easy! Well then, see you next week! We'll be starting right after he bawls his eyes out in front of Echidna!

Echidna lies face-down to do a push-up → can't get up. Since she couldn't get up, she lies on her back and tries to sit up with her abs → can't get up. She crawls to grab onto something → as slow as a turtle. She clings to a chair or something and stands up → as pathetic as a slug. She barely manages to sit in the chair → smug face.

By the way, the original scene that made me think being eaten by small creatures is terrifying was that guy in Jurassic Park who leaves his companions to take a leak, gets chased upstream by little raptor-like things, and later only his blood flows downstream! If that guy hadn't existed, this scene wouldn't have existed either!

Come to think of it, I'll say just this before bed: Otto has shoved Subaru twice so far, but the first time was toward the White Whale so Otto himself could survive, and the second time was toward danger so he could save Subaru. This too is part of the appeal of how encounters and relationships change through "Return by Death."